F. Scott Fitzgerald
Originally published in Foliate Oak Literary Magazine.
F. Scott Fitzgerald wrote first
you take a a drink,
then the drink takes a drink,
then the drink takes you.
Its wet hands lead you
in & out of parties, to bars
where you dance because everyone
is dancing, then home
where you sleep, because everyone
else is gone. It holds you
as you stagger through the night
sewn together by gaps of memory.
No, Officer, I haven't had anything
to drink and the drink is hiding
behind the passenger seat, hands over
its mouth, to stop itself from giggling.
Later, as you puke behind someone's car,
it will say whew, that was a close one,
then carry you, your new shoes clipping
against the rock hard stairs, up to your apartment.
It rolls its fingers through your hair.
It puts you on your stomach. It's seen
your kind before. And you'll wake up,
afraid that you've missed Christmas,
that all the presents have already been opened
and no one saved you any ham.
The fear grips you, like the time
you were told that the world is running out
of cork. The drink does its best. It promises its promises,
but you've seen dead pine trees in the back
of pick up trucks before. But how can you
be expected to perform, to vote and succeed
and love and be loved, when a world can just run out
of something like cork?